A lot of time has passed since I last wrote here... And a lot of things have changed. I do not know how to explain it, just thinking about it makes it even more complicated than it was at the start. I always do that, you know... I think too much about things and then, after a while, I do not know truth from lie... nor do I recognize honesty. Perhaps I am all to blame... But then again... I have fought so hard, for so many years, and it has gotten me nowhere. I am still in the same position as I was all those years ago... fighting to keep you by my side... fighting to keep our family together.
Perhaps I was foolish to ever think it would work... We are too different, you and I, so very different that I am starting to doubt that we ever had anything in common... Anything but ourselves that is. Back then I thought that to be enough, but now I am not so sure anymore. We are drifting apart, whether or not you choose to believe it. And I... I do not know what to do anymore.
Tell Kim to call me again if he wants to talk to me. He can reach me on my cellphone if neccessary. The same goes for the rest of them. I have to go to work now.
